October memories – 2025

October memories – 2025

Hello, friends!✨

October was so full of good things…

The measure of our love is the measure of our willingness to be inconvenienced.

Elisabeth elliot

Things worth remembering…

  • watching God open unforeseen doors
  • going to a new coffeeshop with a friend
  • finding another four-leaf clover
  • walks/bike rides with the youngest sister
  • dear cousins in town…
  • therefore walks, Dutch Blitz, talks, and a shopping trip
  • so much music
  • trying a new soup recipe (it was delish)
  • taking senior pictures for my sister
  • watching sessions from Revive Our Hearts’ True Woman Conference with some dear ladies
  • Farm and Fleet and burgers with a brother
  • a helpful webinar from Glory Writers
  • checking trail cams and climbing round bales

Not with eyeservice, as menpleasers, but as bondservants of Christ, doing the will of God from the heart…

Ephesians 6:6-7

What I’ve been reading…

Delighting in the Trinity – Michael Reeves

And that is the God revealed by Jesus Christ. Before He ever created, before He ever ruled the world, before anything else, this God was a Father loving His Son.

AHHHHH!!! Read this book!!! I’ve known the Lord since childhood, but this book digs so deeply into the triune nature of God and what it says about Him (and consequently about our relationship with Him), I feel like I’m meeting and falling in love with Him for the first time all over again.✨

Jo’s Boys – Louisa May Alcott

Prosperity suits some people, and they blossom best in a glow of sunshine; others need the shade, and are the sweeter for a touch of frost.

This one was so good, even though my favorite boy didn’t get his happy ending…

Now and Not Yet – Ruth Chou Simons

Gardening is one part labor of our hands and one part God’s sovereign care through creation. It’s a reminder to us that God often chooses to provide at the intersection of our just get started and His watch me do this.

Hands down one of the very best books I’ve read this year. I came to it expecting a recipe for surviving unwanted circumstances and came away challenged to thrive in the pieces and seasons of life I wouldn’t have chosen. It was also an encouragement to me to stop moping at the doors God’s closed to me and instead start asking Him to show me the doors He’s opening and give me the courage to walk through them. If you’re struggling with discontentment or restlessness, read this book if you can.

Before I Called You Mine – Nicole Deese

“The way to shape a child’s heart is through love. And the way to shape a child’s mind is through literature. When you read to a child, you accomplish both.”

Romance still isn’t my genre, hehe, but I so enjoy Nicole Deese’s writing style and endearing characters. I listened to the audiobook after my sister read the book, and it was so much fun to discuss it with her. I’d recommend this book if you enjoy the clean contemporary romance genre, fun-loving male MCs (think a hilarious dinosaur obsession), parts of the story told through text threads, and some adorable kids.

Loving Your Husband Before You Even Have One – Kim Vollendorf

Character is shaped by the level of God’s control in our lives.

This one popped up as a recommended audiobook on Spotify, and, to be honest, I was skeptical but in possession of lots of audiobook hours to use before the end of the month, so…I started it. I haven’t listened to much of it, but I’ve been so pleasantly surprised. Thus far it’s been a convicting and encouraging listen.

A New Song – Jan Karon

“‘Snickers has ear mites, I hope Barnabas is doin’ fine in all those sandspurs, I hope to th’ Lord you’ll check his paws on a regular basis.’ Emma was running her straw around the bottom of the cup and sucking with great expectation, but not finding much. He turned the volume down on the answering machine.”

Continuing the Mitford series…as always, it’s a lighthearted yet touching read.

Turn away my eyes from looking at worthless things,
And revive me in Your way.

Psalm 119:37

From the journal…

Help me to treasure and see as weighty the gaze of Your eyes alone.

I laugh in wonderstruck delight

at the order You have settled in the heavens:

the way You set Earth in its orbit

just close enough to smile at the rays of the sun.

and yet I worry that I – a trillionth of a speck

on the face of North America –

missed something that You wanted me to find,

and now it can never be recovered.

Your sovereignty, O Lord,

has taken into consideration my clumsiness…

Ever heighten my sensitivity to sin in my own life and root it out, but ever deepen my comprehension of the depth of Your grace. Don’t let Satan wield my awareness of sin (confessed and repented-of sin) to drive me deep into despair and a sense of worthlessness…show me Your glory and Your mercy!

For the grace of God that brings salvation has appeared to all men, teaching us that, denying ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, righteously, and godly in the present age, looking for the blessed hope and glorious appearing of our great God and Savior Jesus Christ, who gave Himself for us, that He might redeem us from every lawless deed and purify for Himself His own special people, zealous for good works.

titus 2:11-14

What made your October memorable?

❤ Laurel


Scripture taken from the New King James Version®. Copyright © 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc. Used by permission. All rights reserved
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September memories – 2025

September memories – 2025

Hello, friends!✨

September was a gem…

They’ll tell you that arts and humanities aren’t practical and then read poetry at funerals and weddings, cry over films and search for meaning in ancient philosophy. Surviving is one type of practicality, knowing why we bother is another.

– on the importance of the arts and humanities

Things worth remembering…

  • playing music with my youngest sisters
  • fixing a dresser drawer (#powerful)
  • a cute pumpkin and flower farm
  • enjoying chai again
  • catching up with an old friend
  • getting my braces off (!!!)
  • biting into an apple for the first time in YEARS
  • gorgeous sunrises and sunsets
  • chats about surrender
  • the gospel preached many times over at Charlie Kirk’s memorial service
  • the sobering reminder to not be ashamed of the gospel of Christ✨
  • riding with siblings in farm equipment
  • the Great Eggy Microwave Explosion
  • surviving way too many stairs
  • the overwhelming gentleness of God

Apart from sin, we have nothing of which to be ashamed. Only an evil desire to shine makes us want to appear other than we are.

A.W. Tozer

What I’ve been reading…

Little Men – Louisa May Alcott

The small hopes and plans and pleasures of children should be tenderly respected by grown-up people, and never rudely thwarted or ridiculed.

I finished reading this book this September…it got five stars from me.✨

Jo’s Boys – Louisa May Alcott

“You’ve put your foot in it now, old boy!…” And Dolly laughed so heartily that a spoonful of ice flew upon the head of a lady sitting below him, and got him into a scrape also.

Ahh, I’m so enjoying this one. I don’t know that I’ll like it quite as much as Little Men, but getting to see the children from that book grow up and find their way in the world has been so much fun.

Now and Not Yet – Ruth Chou Simons

It’s the boring, everyday fruitfulness that makes a life.

This book has been on my TBR ever since it came out, and I’m finally getting to it. God’s timing is impeccable…this is a very applicable (and convicting) read right now, and it will definitely make my list of favorites. I highly recommend it.

Choose prayer. Choose courage. Choose beauty. Choose adventure. Choose family. Choose a life of faith. Most importantly, choose Christ.

Erika kirk

From the journal…

Lord Jesus, You are my portion…may I ever see the richness of that!

Be most beautiful to me, Jesus.

This is enough…to be seen and chosen and cherished by the One Who handcrafted me for His glory and pleasure, for such a time as this. Help me to trust Your heart when I cannot see the significance of these days and circumstances. Keep me so very close to You. Don’t let me poke artificial fruit onto my branches, but abide, deeply delighting in You, day after day after day. Give me the discipline and desire to abide in You when the siren calls are loud. Glorify Your name in me.

Father, thank You for the gift of Your Spirit. Constant companionship, comfort, intercession when I don’t have the strength or the words…what a gift it is.

Therefore we do not lose heart. Even though our outward man is perishing, yet the inward man is being renewed day by day. For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, is working for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory, while we do not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal.

2 Corinthians 4:16-18

❤ Laurel


Scripture taken from the New King James Version®. Copyright © 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc. Used by permission. All rights reserved
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August memories – 2025

Hello, friends!✨

Well…it’s not the first day of autumn, but now that it’s September, I’m letting myself pretend it’s autumn. It has taken discipline, but now my inner Winnie-the-Pooh is going to fully enjoy the chilly, hot chocolate-y mornings.

But August was a lovely month…

And God is able to make all grace abound toward you, that you, always having all sufficiency in all things, may have an abundance for every good work.

2 Corinthians 9:8

Things worth remembering…

  • weather cool enough to open windows
  • FaceTiming with my brothers
  • overcooking a sweet potato in the microwave
  • playing “Blessed Be Your Name” with my little sisters
  • flowers and a thoughtful note on my front steps after a long week
  • sunrise walks
  • a celebratory anniversary dinner
  • young adult Bible studies
  • spending a couple of weeks with a dear friend
  • seeing Beauty Even Here in print for the first time
  • building a castle (a small one, uninhabitable) with a cousin
  • walking to the post office
  • meeting my brother’s new puppy (a.k.a. falling in love)
  • watching The Fellowship of the Ring for the very first time
  • reading more consistently
  • timely sermons
  • conversations with friends
  • Beauty Even Here releasing (!!!)
  • a pumpkin white mocha😍(I broke my “no fall things until September vow” just for release day)
  • driving with my grandma

We all long for Eden and are constantly glimpsing it: our whole nature is soaked with the sense of exile.

J.R.R. Tolkien

What I’ve been reading…

Little Men – Louisa May Alcott

“That’s why we made them for you,” cried Tommy, standing on his head as the most appropriate way of expressing his emotions.

I’m so glad one of my sisters recommended this book to me…it is such a joy!! Louisa May Alcott’s writing style is one of my favorites, and this is just such a jovial yet heartfelt story. It’s also really sweet to see the characters from Little Women as more mature adults. I’m savoring every minute of it.

Fantastic Mr. Fox – Roald Dahl

Well, that was an hour or so of my life that I won’t get back…

It was an amusing light read. Even if the story itself wasn’t great, Roald Dahl has such a funny way of putting things.

The Pursuit of God – A.W. Tozer

…now begins the glorious pursuit, the heart’s happy exploration of the infinite riches of the Godhead.

This is my third time through this book, and what a delight it is! I’ve written down so many quotes from it in my journal over the years.

Unblemished – Sara Ella

This entire time I’ve been closing myself off from love, but it’s been the solution all along. I’ve built walls at every turn. No more.

Oof. YA isn’t my genre, but I was fascinated by the concept of this story (a slight Beauty and the Beast retelling) and had some audiobook hours to use. I didn’t go into it knowing it was a TRILOGY, and now the epilogue might twist my arm into braving the rest of the teenage angst and listening to the rest of the audiobooks. (Love triangles exasperate me, though, so we’ll see what happens, hehe.)

A Christmas Memory – Truman Capote

The mill owner’s wife persists. “A dollar, my foot! Fifty cents. That’s my last offer. Goodness, woman, you can get another one.” In answer, my friend gently reflects: “I doubt it. There’s never two of anything.”

My grandma lent me an illustrated version of this short story, and goodness sakes…don’t read it if you don’t want an emotional ending! It’s beautiful, though…a skillfully written recollection (I realized halfway through that it’s autobiographical!) of a bittersweet childhood Christmas with all of the feels.

Don’t you know that your Father in heaven
knows just what you’re needing?
seek Him first and everything else
that you need will be given
don’t you see, He loves you much more
than the lilies and sparrows
come and rest
don’t waste a day being scared of tomorrow.

from “lilies and sparrows” by Jess Ray

From the journal…

My times are in Your hand, and it is a strong, wise, loving one.

Lord, thank You that these trials do not need to define me the way Satan wants them to. He wants to use them to harden my heart, sharpen my tongue, weaken my mind and resolve. When I walk through them with You, You will use them to soften my hard edges, tune my ear to Your voice, sharpen my eye for Your heart and Your goodness. What a gift, Father…may I be faithful to steward it well.

God formed us for His pleasure, and so formed us that we, as well as He, can, in divine communion, enjoy the sweet and mysterious mingling of kindred personalities. He meant us to see Him and live with Him and draw our life from His smile.

A.W. Tozer

❤ Laurel


Scripture taken from the New King James Version®. Copyright © 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc. Used by permission. All rights reserved
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Beauty Even Here: the book cover and the blurb

Hello, friends!!

Just a little update for you…🤭

open my eyes so that I may see

the beauty You’ve unfurled before me!

Beauty Even Here records a weariness familiar to many: one of aching restlessness on a stretch of unwanted road. But often it is that road, running through the depths of our grief and near despair, that can lead us to catch clearer glimpses of God’s goodness in our waiting, His steadfast love in the midst of our suffering, and the glimmers of hope He tucks in the cracks of our shattered dreams and expectations.

Laced with nature imagery and alternating between cadenced pieces and freestyle poetry, this cathartic collection is for the weary Christian, and seeks to offer a fresh yet deeply honest way of seeing our seasons of prolonged pain for what they are: an opportunity to long deeper still for another world, and to see more clearly the heart and love of Christ.

✨Coming August 26th, 2025✨

I can’t wait to share this collection with you!! Preorders will be opening soon, so stay tuned.🫶🏼

Applications for my street team are OPEN!!!

Applications for my street team are OPEN!!!

Hey, friends!✨

Release day for my upcoming poetry collection is less than two and a half months away, and I’m looking for a group of people who…

  • love finding beauty in the tiniest corners of life
  • want to see my poetry make its way a little farther in the world
  • can commit to helping me spread the word online about my upcoming poetry release
  • could go for a good bookish freebie or two (but hey, isn’t that all of us??)

If that describes you, you may be interested in joining my street team! I’ve linked the application below, and there you can find some more details about what being a street team member would entail.

That’s it for today, friends! Regardless of whether or not you’re able to commit to joining the street team, I am so grateful for your readership and your support. Thank you for being here!🫶🏼

Stay the course!

✨Laurel

Shall we make blogging cool again?

Shall we make blogging cool again?

A few weeks ago I was FaceTiming a friend, very messily eating my noodle soup and rambling about how much I missed blogs and blogging.

Blogs were such a joy for my teenage self, both as a creative outlet and as a means by which I could be encouraged and inspired by other women I would never have been able to “know” otherwise. I was by no means a perfect teenager (HA!), but the intentionality and convictions I did possess were fueled and shaped in part by the blogs I read. I’m so grateful for them.

In my corner of the writing world, however, blogging isn’t a huge deal anymore. So much of it now is all about building a thriving IG community, creating digital resources, and putting out consistent newsletters.

I miss the days of rambling blog posts, of not trying to sum up a complicated thought process in a way that will capture a short attention span, of posts that read more like a letter from a friend than a best-foot-forward scramble for likes and engagement.

(Don’t get me wrong…social media has so many perks, but lately I’ve been seeing more of its detrimental effects, both on my attention span, my time management, and even the way I want to spend my time. I don’t like it at all, and I’m trying to figure out what my use of it should look like going forward.

Anyway.)

I so miss blogging…so what if I tried doing it again? The way I used to, but, you know, hopefully better? Much better??

“You should do it,” my friend said, without batting an eye. “If you’ve thought about it this much, you should just do it.”

I knew she was right, but then the second-guessing came in.

But I’m a mess!

I’m not qualified.

I don’t know what I’m doing…I really don’t know what I’m doing.

But I kind of feel like I should start blogging again.

I got to chat with a friend on a hike the other day, and in talking about something completely unrelated to my hesitations about blogging, she shared about part of the exchange between Moses and God at the burning bush…

But Moses said to God, “Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh, and that I should bring the children of Israel out of Egypt?
So He [God] said, “I will certainly be with you.”

exodus 3:11-12a

Moses’ qualifications for the way in which God wanted him to walk did not lie within himself, but in God’s presence and calling.

I will forever, on this side of eternity, be a mess.

I will forever be unqualified in some way.

I will forever be still learning the ropes of my current season.

But I feel convicted to start blogging again…to write through and about what I’m navigating in this gloriously wild chapter of life. That includes but is not limited to:

  • Living singleness well, undistracted and wholly for Jesus
  • Stewarding my time well
  • Cooking for one (or for a mob; there is rarely an in-between)
  • Knowing and loving more deeply the heart of my precious Savior
  • Being a better friend
  • Reading across a few different genres…okay, a lot
  • Doing my work well – whether as an employee or as a writer
  • Carpe-ing the diem

Hear me clearly: I really don’t know what I’m doing, and I think I may be more aware of that than ever. I am young and inexperienced in so many ways, but if I can bring a bit of encouragement, hope, a feeling of being understood, or even just a good laugh to someone in this corner of the internet, I will be happy.

I’ll be writing primarily with an audience of women my own age or younger in mind, but I hope that my posts can be a blessing in some way to any woman who stumbles across this blog.

So.✨

Let me know in the comments if there’s a certain topic (or two or three) that I listed above that most interests you, and I just may let the feedback determine the next post!

Or I may not.

We shall see.

Till next time, stay the course!

❤ Laurel

Scripture taken from the New King James Version®. Copyright © 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc. Used by permission. All rights reserved.

a new poetry book is on the way!

a new poetry book is on the way!

I announced this in my newsletter and on Instagram, but neglected to share it here on the blog…

The next poetry collection is coming this summer!

Beauty Even Here has been in the works for a couple of years now, and it’s finally looking like it’ll be ripe soon.😉

After spending some time with beta readers, it’s headed into another round of edits, and it’s on track to be in your hands on August 26th.

I’ll share a cover reveal and a blurb one of these days, but for now, that’s all! I just wanted to keep you in the loop.

❤ Laurel

I’m releasing a short story!

Hello, friends!

I’ve been quieter on the blog lately because I’ve been working to pour more into my (mostly)weekly newsletter. I’m so grateful for my newsletter gang, and this Christmas that group gets a special gift: a short story with all of the cozy, nostalgic Christmas-y feels.

All Grace wants is to make Christmas 2001 absolutely perfect for her family. Is that too much for a seven-year-old to ask? But she can’t wrap gifts as well as her mother, or decorate cookies that look as nice as Grandma’s, and to top it all off the sky won’t yield even a single snowflake! Her dreams for a perfect Christmas seem to be crumbling as fast as her sugar cookies, but could it be that there’s more to a perfect Christmas than perfection?

This Christmas, join Grace and her family in their blustery corner of the Midwest for a chuckle-inducing adventure that will warm your heart and possibly leave you craving a plate of sugar cookies.

I didn’t think one could get so excited about such a simple story, but here I am, proving myself wrong. XD I adore these characters (borrowed from the novel I’m prepping from publication), and seeing them in a Christmas setting and through the eyes of a seven-year-old has been such a delight. I don’t think you want to miss it.:)

Sign up for the weekly newsletter and your free short story here!

You can also add it on Goodreads here.

I hope you’re having a wonderful December! ❤

-Laurel

goodbye, TWNL

goodbye, TWNL

If you’ve been around since my first little book came out circa April 2022, THANK YOU for sticking with me and my ever-evolving poetry.

You are so gracious.

I published This Will Not Last as a haphazard experiment…a wild attempt to familiarize myself with the world of indie publishing.

It truly is only by the grace of God that TWNL managed to bless people I’d never met, in spite of the imperfect structure and teenage angst that defined its content.

The Lord is so gracious, and I’m grateful.✨

However.

Just because a book served a purpose at one point in time doesn’t mean it should be eternal, and so I‘ve made the decision to stop printing copies of TWNL at the end of this month.

While TWNL was a huge stepping stone for me as a writer and a poet, its poetry is very different from the poetry I write now, both content-wise and structurally, and I think the time has come for me to distance myself from the immature teenager version of my poetry.

(Sorry, TWNL…I still love you. But you know it’s time.)

So…if TWNL did happen to bless you in any way and you’d like to grab a copy or two before it goes out of print, you have the rest of the month to do so here.

Thank you all so much for tagging along with me on this poetry journey!❤️

❤ Laurel

Clarion Hope Cover Reveal

Clarion Hope Cover Reveal

Behold: the shell of the soul-words that cry for beauty on the battlefields.

This cover makes me so happy, and I feel that it truly represents the poetry inside. There are some deeper meanings beneath the design that I’ll delve into someday soon, but for now, the important details!

*insert a “pay attention” sort of cough*

the official info


dare to dream that there’s more than this broken road,

and that beauty may lie on tomorrow’s edge…

A sequel of sorts to the author’s debut collection, Clarion Hope takes the spark of courage held out in This Will Not Last and fans it into a roaring flame. Over and over again, scars are healed, brokenness is bathed in tears, and fear is buried in the name of the truth and hope of the highest order.

For the boldest warriors and the faint-hearted alike, Clarion Hope is a battle cry to live in the light of the coming Kingdom.


Clarion Hope officially releases on April 4th, 2023, but you can preorder it now and have it shipped just before release day so you can hold it in your hands (and read it!) on April 4th.

Preorder it on Amazon

Preorder it on Barnes & Noble

Mark Clarion Hope as “to-read” on Goodreads

Ahh, I’m so excited.:) Who’s with me??

❤ Laurel