Rich because…

Look at me, jumping on a trend for once. But I felt like waxing poetic, and this prompt was just the thing. I would be so glad if you’d use it as a springboard/inspiration to make your own list! โค


I am rich…

because the November sun makes the edge of gray skies glow pink and lavender as it comes and goes // because I drink root beer and read poetry with my grandma // because mochas are a thing // because all the music I could dream of is at my fingertips // because my parents and siblings are so close, to my home and to my heart // because I have room for an ever-swelling book collection // because I can sing myself hoarse in corporate worship without fear // because my tomorrows are held firmly in the hands of a loving, sovereign God // because long-distance friendships work // because hours fly by with the dearest of friends // because candles and twinkle lights and fireplaces exist // because my aging car has stellar speakers // because there are โ€œgood morningโ€ and โ€œdrive safeโ€ texts // because brokenness is not the end of the story // because God said โ€œnoโ€ and โ€œnot yetโ€ more times than I can count // because He is writing a story much longer and deeper and more glorious than what I can see // because I have so many memories behind and an eternity with Christ before me //

…thank You, Jesus.

October memories – 2025

October memories – 2025

Hello, friends!โœจ

October was so full of good things…

The measure of our love is the measure of our willingness to be inconvenienced.

Elisabeth elliot

Things worth remembering…

  • watching God open unforeseen doors
  • going to a new coffeeshop with a friend
  • finding another four-leaf clover
  • walks/bike rides with the youngest sister
  • dear cousins in town…
  • therefore walks, Dutch Blitz, talks, and a shopping trip
  • so much music
  • trying a new soup recipe (it was delish)
  • taking senior pictures for my sister
  • watching sessions from Revive Our Hearts’ True Woman Conference with some dear ladies
  • Farm and Fleet and burgers with a brother
  • a helpful webinar from Glory Writers
  • checking trail cams and climbing round bales

Not with eyeservice, as menpleasers, but as bondservants of Christ, doing the will of God from the heart…

Ephesians 6:6-7

What I’ve been reading…

Delighting in the Trinity – Michael Reeves

And that is the God revealed by Jesus Christ. Before He ever created, before He ever ruled the world, before anything else, this God was a Father loving His Son.

AHHHHH!!! Read this book!!! I’ve known the Lord since childhood, but this book digs so deeply into the triune nature of God and what it says about Him (and consequently about our relationship with Him), I feel like I’m meeting and falling in love with Him for the first time all over again.โœจ

Jo’s Boys – Louisa May Alcott

Prosperity suits some people, and they blossom best in a glow of sunshine; others need the shade, and are the sweeter for a touch of frost.

This one was so good, even though my favorite boy didn’t get his happy ending…

Now and Not Yet – Ruth Chou Simons

Gardening is one part labor of our hands and one part God’s sovereign care through creation. It’s a reminder to us that God often chooses to provide at the intersection of our just get started and His watch me do this.

Hands down one of the very best books I’ve read this year. I came to it expecting a recipe for surviving unwanted circumstances and came away challenged to thrive in the pieces and seasons of life I wouldn’t have chosen. It was also an encouragement to me to stop moping at the doors God’s closed to me and instead start asking Him to show me the doors He’s opening and give me the courage to walk through them. If you’re struggling with discontentment or restlessness, read this book if you can.

Before I Called You Mine – Nicole Deese

โ€œThe way to shape a childโ€™s heart is through love. And the way to shape a childโ€™s mind is through literature. When you read to a child, you accomplish both.โ€

Romance still isn’t my genre, hehe, but I so enjoy Nicole Deese’s writing style and endearing characters. I listened to the audiobook after my sister read the book, and it was so much fun to discuss it with her. I’d recommend this book if you enjoy the clean contemporary romance genre, fun-loving male MCs (think a hilarious dinosaur obsession), parts of the story told through text threads, and some adorable kids.

Loving Your Husband Before You Even Have One – Kim Vollendorf

Character is shaped by the level of God’s control in our lives.

This one popped up as a recommended audiobook on Spotify, and, to be honest, I was skeptical but in possession of lots of audiobook hours to use before the end of the month, so…I started it. I haven’t listened to much of it, but I’ve been so pleasantly surprised. Thus far it’s been a convicting and encouraging listen.

A New Song – Jan Karon

“‘Snickers has ear mites, I hope Barnabas is doin’ fine in all those sandspurs, I hope to th’ Lord you’ll check his paws on a regular basis.’ Emma was running her straw around the bottom of the cup and sucking with great expectation, but not finding much. He turned the volume down on the answering machine.”

Continuing the Mitford series…as always, it’s a lighthearted yet touching read.

Turn away my eyes from looking at worthless things,
And revive me in Your way.

Psalm 119:37

From the journal…

Help me to treasure and see as weighty the gaze of Your eyes alone.

I laugh in wonderstruck delight

at the order You have settled in the heavens:

the way You set Earth in its orbit

just close enough to smile at the rays of the sun.

and yet I worry that I – a trillionth of a speck

on the face of North America –

missed something that You wanted me to find,

and now it can never be recovered.

Your sovereignty, O Lord,

has taken into consideration my clumsiness…

Ever heighten my sensitivity to sin in my own life and root it out, but ever deepen my comprehension of the depth of Your grace. Don’t let Satan wield my awareness of sin (confessed and repented-of sin) to drive me deep into despair and a sense of worthlessness…show me Your glory and Your mercy!

For the grace of God that brings salvation has appeared to all men, teaching us that, denying ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, righteously, and godly in the present age, looking for the blessed hope and glorious appearing of our great God and Savior Jesus Christ, who gave Himself for us, that He might redeem us from every lawless deed and purify for Himself His own special people, zealous for good works.

titus 2:11-14

What made your October memorable?

โค Laurel


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September memories – 2025

September memories – 2025

Hello, friends!โœจ

September was a gem…

They’ll tell you that arts and humanities aren’t practical and then read poetry at funerals and weddings, cry over films and search for meaning in ancient philosophy. Surviving is one type of practicality, knowing why we bother is another.

– on the importance of the arts and humanities

Things worth remembering…

  • playing music with my youngest sisters
  • fixing a dresser drawer (#powerful)
  • a cute pumpkin and flower farm
  • enjoying chai again
  • catching up with an old friend
  • getting my braces off (!!!)
  • biting into an apple for the first time in YEARS
  • gorgeous sunrises and sunsets
  • chats about surrender
  • the gospel preached many times over at Charlie Kirk’s memorial service
  • the sobering reminder to not be ashamed of the gospel of Christโœจ
  • riding with siblings in farm equipment
  • the Great Eggy Microwave Explosion
  • surviving way too many stairs
  • the overwhelming gentleness of God

Apart from sin, we have nothing of which to be ashamed. Only an evil desire to shine makes us want to appear other than we are.

A.W. Tozer

What I’ve been reading…

Little Men – Louisa May Alcott

The small hopes and plans and pleasures of children should be tenderly respected by grown-up people, and never rudely thwarted or ridiculed.

I finished reading this book this September…it got five stars from me.โœจ

Jo’s Boys – Louisa May Alcott

“You’ve put your foot in it now, old boy!…” And Dolly laughed so heartily that a spoonful of ice flew upon the head of a lady sitting below him, and got him into a scrape also.

Ahh, I’m so enjoying this one. I don’t know that I’ll like it quite as much as Little Men, but getting to see the children from that book grow up and find their way in the world has been so much fun.

Now and Not Yet – Ruth Chou Simons

It’s the boring, everyday fruitfulness that makes a life.

This book has been on my TBR ever since it came out, and I’m finally getting to it. God’s timing is impeccable…this is a very applicable (and convicting) read right now, and it will definitely make my list of favorites. I highly recommend it.

Choose prayer. Choose courage. Choose beauty. Choose adventure. Choose family. Choose a life of faith. Most importantly, choose Christ.

Erika kirk

From the journal…

Lord Jesus, You are my portion…may I ever see the richness of that!

Be most beautiful to me, Jesus.

This is enough…to be seen and chosen and cherished by the One Who handcrafted me for His glory and pleasure, for such a time as this. Help me to trust Your heart when I cannot see the significance of these days and circumstances. Keep me so very close to You. Don’t let me poke artificial fruit onto my branches, but abide, deeply delighting in You, day after day after day. Give me the discipline and desire to abide in You when the siren calls are loud. Glorify Your name in me.

Father, thank You for the gift of Your Spirit. Constant companionship, comfort, intercession when I don’t have the strength or the words…what a gift it is.

Therefore we do not lose heart. Even though our outward man is perishing, yet the inward man is being renewed day by day. For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, is working for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory, while we do not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal.

2 Corinthians 4:16-18

โค Laurel


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a poem on normalcy

Hello, friends!โœจ

I wrote a poem earlier this month that I thought I’d share here. It’s a reminder I need often! What a gift it is to walk with a sovereign God through “ordinary” days.


may I not, O Lord,

despise these hidden days…

the years stretched long with normalcy,

the months framed by the mundane.

may I never, sore impatient, kick aside

the purpose You’ve disguised in disillusion,

or rush ahead of shabby Providence.

pull me ever closer, Love,

till my racing heartbeat slows

to match the steady, loving pulse of the Divine.

Dreams and goals for Autumn 2025

Hello, friends!

This isn’t going to be a poetic post…it’s just me trying to kill two birds with one stone. The first bird is my hope to post more frequently here, and the second bird is to make a fall bucket list.

And speaking of birds, I saw a bald eagle flying almost at eye level the other day!! (My eyes were higher up than they usually are because I was in a tractor, but still. I love bald eagles, and it was an audible gasp-worthy moment.)

Anyway.

The list.


Glorify God and enjoy Him forever.

My friend Danielle always puts this on her monthly goals posts, and I’m stealing it because it’s such a good reminder of how to order my hopes and dreams.

Make apple fritters!!

I’ve been doing this for a few years now, and it’s always one of the first things I look forward to when the temperatures start dropping. I only let myself make them in autumn, so the process (and the product) are a delicious seasonal treat!

Not allow my phone or an open laptop in the kitchen and instead keep a current read close at hand.

If I’m eating alone, it’s all too easy for me to default to looking at a screen, and I’m sick of it. For several weeks now I’ve often been keeping books on the kitchen table to grab instead of my phone, but I’m signing the practice into law now.

Take discipleship more seriously, both on the giving and receiving end.

Seeking the friendship and counsel of older women and sharing friendship and counsel with younger women is something I want to pursue more intentionally this autumn…and the rest of my life.

Do a hike + picnic when the fall colors are the most vibrant.

Ahh!!!

Host a bonfire (or two or more).

I am so grateful I don’t live in an area that is frequently under burn bans! I would be so miserable. I love fire.

Faithfully show up to write and let it be as messy as it needs to be.

I’m no longer one of those people who has a thousand book ideas floating around in her head, so the weeks after a book release can leave me feeling rudderless as far as writing goes. I don’t know exactly where writing will take me next, so it’s difficult to set goals for that apart from aiming to be faithful to sit down and at least turn the faucet on to see what comes out! My official goal for myself is to spend 30 minutes writing something each day…but it’s been a struggle, so that may just end up being a habit I hope to have implemented by the end of autumn.

Put a pot of mums in front of the house.

I actually just did this yesterday!! They look so happy.


I’d love to hear in the comments…what are some of your hopes and goals for this autumn?

Stay the course!

โค Laurel

August memories – 2025

Hello, friends!โœจ

Well…it’s not the first day of autumn, but now that it’s September, I’m letting myself pretend it’s autumn. It has taken discipline, but now my inner Winnie-the-Pooh is going to fully enjoy the chilly, hot chocolate-y mornings.

But August was a lovely month…

And God is able to make all grace abound toward you, that you, always having all sufficiency in all things, may have an abundance for every good work.

2 Corinthians 9:8

Things worth remembering…

  • weather cool enough to open windows
  • FaceTiming with my brothers
  • overcooking a sweet potato in the microwave
  • playing “Blessed Be Your Name” with my little sisters
  • flowers and a thoughtful note on my front steps after a long week
  • sunrise walks
  • a celebratory anniversary dinner
  • young adult Bible studies
  • spending a couple of weeks with a dear friend
  • seeing Beauty Even Here in print for the first time
  • building a castle (a small one, uninhabitable) with a cousin
  • walking to the post office
  • meeting my brother’s new puppy (a.k.a. falling in love)
  • watching The Fellowship of the Ring for the very first time
  • reading more consistently
  • timely sermons
  • conversations with friends
  • Beauty Even Here releasing (!!!)
  • a pumpkin white mocha๐Ÿ˜(I broke my “no fall things until September vow” just for release day)
  • driving with my grandma

We all long for Eden and are constantly glimpsing it: our whole nature is soaked with the sense of exile.

J.R.R. Tolkien

What I’ve been reading…

Little Men – Louisa May Alcott

“That’s why we made them for you,” cried Tommy, standing on his head as the most appropriate way of expressing his emotions.

I’m so glad one of my sisters recommended this book to me…it is such a joy!! Louisa May Alcott’s writing style is one of my favorites, and this is just such a jovial yet heartfelt story. It’s also really sweet to see the characters from Little Women as more mature adults. I’m savoring every minute of it.

Fantastic Mr. Fox – Roald Dahl

Well, that was an hour or so of my life that I won’t get back…

It was an amusing light read. Even if the story itself wasn’t great, Roald Dahl has such a funny way of putting things.

The Pursuit of God – A.W. Tozer

…now begins the glorious pursuit, the heart’s happy exploration of the infinite riches of the Godhead.

This is my third time through this book, and what a delight it is! I’ve written down so many quotes from it in my journal over the years.

Unblemished – Sara Ella

This entire time I’ve been closing myself off from love, but it’s been the solution all along. I’ve built walls at every turn. No more.

Oof. YA isn’t my genre, but I was fascinated by the concept of this story (a slight Beauty and the Beast retelling) and had some audiobook hours to use. I didn’t go into it knowing it was a TRILOGY, and now the epilogue might twist my arm into braving the rest of the teenage angst and listening to the rest of the audiobooks. (Love triangles exasperate me, though, so we’ll see what happens, hehe.)

A Christmas Memory – Truman Capote

The mill owner’s wife persists. “A dollar, my foot! Fifty cents. That’s my last offer. Goodness, woman, you can get another one.” In answer, my friend gently reflects: “I doubt it. There’s never two of anything.”

My grandma lent me an illustrated version of this short story, and goodness sakes…don’t read it if you don’t want an emotional ending! It’s beautiful, though…a skillfully written recollection (I realized halfway through that it’s autobiographical!) of a bittersweet childhood Christmas with all of the feels.

Don’t you know that your Father in heaven
knows just what you’re needing?
seek Him first and everything else
that you need will be given
don’t you see, He loves you much more
than the lilies and sparrows
come and rest
don’t waste a day being scared of tomorrow.

from “lilies and sparrows” by Jess Ray

From the journal…

My times are in Your hand, and it is a strong, wise, loving one. โค

Lord, thank You that these trials do not need to define me the way Satan wants them to. He wants to use them to harden my heart, sharpen my tongue, weaken my mind and resolve. When I walk through them with You, You will use them to soften my hard edges, tune my ear to Your voice, sharpen my eye for Your heart and Your goodness. What a gift, Father…may I be faithful to steward it well.

God formed us for His pleasure, and so formed us that we, as well as He, can, in divine communion, enjoy the sweet and mysterious mingling of kindred personalities. He meant us to see Him and live with Him and draw our life from His smile.

A.W. Tozer

โค Laurel


Scripture taken from the New King James Versionยฎ. Copyright ยฉ 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc. Used by permission. All rights reserved
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July memories – 2025 (and preorder announcement!!)

July memories – 2025 (and preorder announcement!!)

Hello, friends!โœจ

Man, July was a month for the books! And speaking of books…

Beauty Even Here is now available for preorder!!!

Scurry on over to Amazon if you’d like to order a copy. I am SO excited to finally share this book with you!!โœจ

Anyway. On to the regular content…

O LORD God of hosts,
Who is mighty like You, O LORD?
Your faithfulness also surrounds You.
You rule the raging of the sea;
When its waves rise, You still them.

psalm 89:8-9

Things worth remembering…

  • coffee and crocheting with my mom
  • dabbling in songwriting again
  • watching fireworks from my brother’s pickup
  • not completely missing my cousin’s bridal shower due to traffic…๐Ÿซ 
  • completing my twenty-third trip around the sun
  • enjoying the malt wagon and the county fair with siblings
  • TRAILER RACES
  • book club with sisters and friends
  • lotsss of music practice
  • playing country music over a football game (SO much more fun than listening to the announcer, hehe!)
  • my cousin’s wedding๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿผ
  • Getting ARCs of Beauty Even Here sent out (!!!)
  • riding a school bus for the very first time in my life (#homeschooled)
  • An Anne Wilson concert with my sister๐Ÿ˜

Let those who suffer according to the will of God commit their souls to Him in doing good, as to a faithful Creator.

1 Peter 4:9

What I’ve been reading…

The Words We Lost – Nicole Deese

I’m not a fan of the romance genre, but I did so enjoy reading through this book with a book club!! Nicole Deese’s characters and prose were absolutely delightful…and the conversations and elephant pits that sprang up around it were certainly a highlight of the summer.

And honestly, that’s about all…there was so much life this July, I didn’t read too much. XD

Oh, fear the LORD, you His saints!
There is no want to those who fear Him.
The young lions lack and suffer hunger;
But those who seek the LORD shall not lack any good thing.

Psalm 34:9-10

From the journal…

May we be utterly surrendered to You and Your leading. Let our brokenness gentle us to hear Your voice and to joyfully heed.

I know that in making a way, You must clear out a good deal of brush…make our hearts and lives surrendered to Your purpose-filled demolition so You may build beauty here.

Lead, kindly Light, amid th’encircling gloom
Lead Thou me on;
The night is dark, and I am far from home;
Lead Thou me on;
Keep Thou my feet; I do not ask to see the distant scene,
One step enough for me.

John Henry Newman

โค Laurel


Scripture taken from the New King James Versionยฎ. Copyright ยฉ 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc. Used by permission. All rights reserved
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a new poem for August…at last!!

Hello, friends!

I haven’t shared a poem on the blog in…a very long time. Let’s change that today, shall we? I’ve come to find that I love referencing seasons and months in my poetry, and this poem reflects that. I hope it can be an encouragement to you.๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿผ

August…

even its name on my tongue

feels like an exhale of lifted weight…

we made it.

hot, sticky mornings are s l o w l y giving way

to dawns that call for hoodies

as sunlight smiles golden through tasseled corn,

heralding harvest.

the best is yet to come…

the wait will soon be over.

we will soon sink our teeth into

crisp, sweet kernels, and

wipe the gift of butter from our chins

and exclaim in delight over the firstfruits.

we will savor

sweetness forged in the heat of summer,

and that, I believe,

is a foretaste of heaven.

June memories – 2025

June memories – 2025

Hello, friends!โœจ

As per usual with my writing this year, I’m a bit later in getting this out, but…here it is. This June was a joy to revisit.๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿผ

Take my love, my Lord, I pour
At Thy feet its treasure store.
Take my self and I will be
Ever, only, all for Thee,
Ever, only, all for Thee.

Frances Ridley Havergal

Things worth remembering…

  • the bonfire that was carried across the yard
  • misty mornings and open windows
  • the first of the white clover blossoms
  • kayaking
  • raspberry jam from the farmers’ market
  • the Nerf gun wars
  • going to a favorite overlook with the youngest sisters
  • this liturgy๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿผ
  • learning that you shouldn’t attempt egg drop soup if the broth isn’t simmering
  • raccoon prints on my door๐Ÿค”
  • a movie night with my mom
  • Beauty Even Here’s cover reveal
  • leading worship with a sound system again
  • more bonfire shenanigans
  • a successful trip to the guitar shop
  • blackberry lemonade

My soul, wait silently for God alone,
For my expectation is from Him.

Psalm 62:5

What I’ve been reading…

A New Song – Jan Karon

Back to good old Mitford! This series is a comfort read for me.

The Words We Lost – Nicole Deese

One of my dear friends started a book club, and we’re reading through this one! I’ve really been enjoying this reread…Nicole Deese has such a lovely way of wording things.

Without a Trace – Colleen Coble

I found the plot intriguing and some of the characters endearing…the writing itself not so much.

The Gray Poet – Caitlin Miller

This is a short story, and Caitlin doesn’t waste a single word. This was a beautifully written and powerful read…plus it’s free for her newsletter subscribers!

The secret of joy is Christ in me, not me in a different set of circumstances.

Elisabeth Elliot

From the journal…

I think of how I have come to recognize the voices of singers…by repeated listening. May I repeatedly listen to and choose Your song, O Lord!

Don’t let me despise the small, weighty quietness of this season.

Deepen my trust in and remembrance of Your goodness and mercy, for they do pursue me each and every day of my life. I have exchanged vows with You that extend infinitely beyond the veil of death, and have covenanted with the God-Man whose Word has never returned void.

My deepest vocation is to be a witness to the glimpses of God I have been allowed to catch.

Henri Nouwen

What made your June memorable?

โค Laurel


Scripture taken from the New King James Versionยฎ. Copyright ยฉ 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc. Used by permission. All rights reserved
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Beauty Even Here: the book cover and the blurb

Hello, friends!!

Just a little update for you…๐Ÿคญ

open my eyes so that I may see

the beauty Youโ€™ve unfurled before me!

Beauty Even Here records a weariness familiar to many: one of aching restlessness on a stretch of unwanted road. But often it is that road, running through the depths of our grief and near despair, that can lead us to catch clearer glimpses of Godโ€™s goodness in our waiting, His steadfast love in the midst of our suffering, and the glimmers of hope He tucks in the cracks of our shattered dreams and expectations.

Laced with nature imagery and alternating between cadenced pieces and freestyle poetry, this cathartic collection is for the weary Christian, and seeks to offer a fresh yet deeply honest way of seeing our seasons of prolonged pain for what they are: an opportunity to long deeper still for another world, and to see more clearly the heart and love of Christ.

โœจComing August 26th, 2025โœจ

I can’t wait to share this collection with you!! Preorders will be opening soon, so stay tuned.๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿผ