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Shall we make blogging cool again?

June 9, 2025by Laurel Luehmann16 Comments

A few weeks ago I was FaceTiming a friend, very messily eating my noodle soup and rambling about how much I missed blogs and blogging.

Blogs were such a joy for my teenage self, both as a creative outlet and as a means by which I could be encouraged and inspired by other women I would never have been able to “know” otherwise. I was by no means a perfect teenager (HA!), but the intentionality and convictions I did possess were fueled and shaped in part by the blogs I read. I’m so grateful for them.

In my corner of the writing world, however, blogging isn’t a huge deal anymore. So much of it now is all about building a thriving IG community, creating digital resources, and putting out consistent newsletters.

I miss the days of rambling blog posts, of not trying to sum up a complicated thought process in a way that will capture a short attention span, of posts that read more like a letter from a friend than a best-foot-forward scramble for likes and engagement.

(Don’t get me wrong…social media has so many perks, but lately I’ve been seeing more of its detrimental effects, both on my attention span, my time management, and even the way I want to spend my time. I don’t like it at all, and I’m trying to figure out what my use of it should look like going forward.

Anyway.)

I so miss blogging…so what if I tried doing it again? The way I used to, but, you know, hopefully better? Much better??

“You should do it,” my friend said, without batting an eye. “If you’ve thought about it this much, you should just do it.”

I knew she was right, but then the second-guessing came in.

But I’m a mess!

I’m not qualified.

I don’t know what I’m doing…I really don’t know what I’m doing.

But I kind of feel like I should start blogging again.

I got to chat with a friend on a hike the other day, and in talking about something completely unrelated to my hesitations about blogging, she shared about part of the exchange between Moses and God at the burning bush…

But Moses said to God, “Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh, and that I should bring the children of Israel out of Egypt?
So He [God] said, “I will certainly be with you.”
exodus 3:11-12a

Moses’ qualifications for the way in which God wanted him to walk did not lie within himself, but in God’s presence and calling.

I will forever, on this side of eternity, be a mess.

I will forever be unqualified in some way.

I will forever be still learning the ropes of my current season.

But I feel convicted to start blogging again…to write through and about what I’m navigating in this gloriously wild chapter of life. That includes but is not limited to:

Living singleness well, undistracted and wholly for Jesus
Stewarding my time well
Cooking for one (or for a mob; there is rarely an in-between)
Knowing and loving more deeply the heart of my precious Savior
Being a better friend
Reading across a few different genres…okay, a lot
Doing my work well – whether as an employee or as a writer
Carpe-ing the diem

Hear me clearly: I really don’t know what I’m doing, and I think I may be more aware of that than ever. I am young and inexperienced in so many ways, but if I can bring a bit of encouragement, hope, a feeling of being understood, or even just a good laugh to someone in this corner of the internet, I will be happy.

I’ll be writing primarily with an audience of women my own age or younger in mind, but I hope that my posts can be a blessing in some way to any woman who stumbles across this blog.

So.✨

Let me know in the comments if there’s a certain topic (or two or three) that I listed above that most interests you, and I just may let the feedback determine the next post!

Or I may not.

We shall see.

Till next time, stay the course!

❤ Laurel

Book Reviews, Journaling, Personal, reading

December Memories – 2023

January 1, 2024by Laurel Luehmann5 Comments

Happy new year, friends!

Goodness. In some ways I feel as though 2023 never existed, and in others I feel as though it lasted a lifetime. XD Maybe I’ll do a year wrap-up post in a week or so, but here’s December’s recap for now! Here’s a coffee for the ride.☕ 🙂

And now, Lord, what do I wait for?
My hope is in You.
Psalm 39:7

Things worth remembering…

my dear aunt’s homegoing…only happy tears for her from now on. ❤
lots of cousin time
learning that thou shalt trust thy grandmother’s navigational advice and not thine own misgivings (I’m sorry I doubted you, Grandma.🙈)
minute-to-win-it games with friends (bonus points for not burning the house down)
crocheting a beanie that no one wants to wear
all of the Sunday School Christmas program practices
the Christmas program itself…everyone brought their best to the table and made it so special!
a very brown and green Christmas
surviving weeks of cold and flu bugs viciously crawling through the household

When we have an agenda for God, we can’t see the gifts from God.
ann voskamp

What I’ve been reading…

Hickory Dickory Dock – Agatha Christie

“I congratulate you on having such a unique and beautiful problem.”

The plot here was excellent, but the side content was a little more mature than I was hoping for. Sadness.

Fawkes – Nadine Brandes

How many of us acted and spoke out and fought for beliefs that we held because our environment told us to? As much as I wanted to blame my England, I knew the blame sat with me. I hadn’t trained myself to discern. To examine. To seek the source. That was about to change.

I wasn’t expecting the allegorical elements of this book, and I absolutely loved them. With its nods to history and the complex plot, I enjoyed it immensely! It’s a little on the bloody side, but such a good read if you don’t mind that.

4:50 from Paddington – Agatha Christie

The truth is people are an extraordinary mixture of heroism and cowardice.

I thought this mystery was absolutely brilliant, and I had the satisfaction of having called the culprit…but not completely accurately.

The Greatest Gift – Ann Voskamp

The answer to deep anxiety is the deep adoration of God.

Oh, goodness. This book was exactly what I needed this year. I loved the action items and journaling prompts at the end of each day’s reading!

Ishtar’s Odyssey – Arnold Ytreeide

“Just this morning the tastiest redfish in the lake swam up to me and said he was there to give himself up for the most honorable and noble Persian man of an approaching caravan. And here you are!”

Salamar laughed a loud laugh. “And for how much did this redfish say he would sell himself before being smoked and salted?”

The boy shrugged. “Oh, only a small token of, say, five measures of fine Persian tea.”

Listening to my dad read this in the evenings this month was definitely a highlight!

I am more sinful and flawed than I ever dared believe,
more loved and welcomed than I ever dared hope.
elyse m. Fitzpatrick

From the journal…

Fill me with more of You and a blessed self-forgetfulness.

Lord, thank You for the gift of laughter…for the ability to hold things loosely and lightly because You are the one who truly holds it all.

*Remembering the character of our God will lead to a complete trust of Him with the future.*

The sinner must come to Jesus, not to works, ordinances, or doctrines, but to a personal Redeemer, who His own self bare our sins in His own body on the tree.
charles spurgeon

What are some of the memories/thoughts you’re carrying away from this past December?

Stay the course!

❤ Laurel

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God with us – a repost

December 18, 2023by Laurel Luehmann5 Comments

Hello, friends!

I wrote this two years ago and decided to reshare it because 1.) it was Christmas program weekend (!!!) and that absorbed my thoughts and enthusiasm more than blog posts did, and 2.) it says so much of what’s on my heart again this year. Why try to be original when something old will do? 🙂

Regardless of whether your joy is full or if it’s something you’re looking hard for this year, this post is for you. ❤

Every year we talk about how the Christmas season is so hard for many people.

It’s always acknowledged, but all the acknowledgements in the world won’t change the fact that many of us will be crying inside at times this Christmas, even as we’re surrounded by family and friends who love us more than we know.

But don’t you know that this ache, this emptiness, this longing loneliness is the very reason Christmas even exists?

This world is broken. People fail. Hearts shatter. People hurt. People die.

So God wrapped himself in trembling flesh to heal that brokenness for eternity.

God with us.

Not God peering down on us from the heights of His holiness. Not God ruling over us. Not God commanding us from a distant galaxy.

No.

God with us.

God wailing with hunger and cold.

God being carried from His home country to safety.

God playing in the very dirt His fingers once molded to form the first of his people.

God trying to escape the exhausting press of a crowd.

God sleeping in a boat in the middle of a churning sea.

God weeping.

God making a meal for his best friends.

God sweating our blood, pleading with His Father for an easier path.

God dying.

God hurling away our sin and drawing us near to Himself.

God with us.

In our pain, in our sorrow, in our heartbreak, in our loneliness, in our brokenness, in our despair…

God with us.

God promising that the brokenness of this world is not the end. The end of the brokenness will come and seep into eternity…

Us with God.

Poetry

walk with me – a poem

December 11, 2023by Laurel Luehmann2 Comments

Hello, friends!

I wrote this poem after reading Psalm 103, specifically verse 14. I guess this is my shoutout across the centuries to David.:)

walk with me, Father, for

I don’t know well this road I’m on.

You alone know how many times I’ve begged

for deportation,

for transplant,

for rescue…from what?

a rescue from Your will?

You know my frame, my Builder.

You know that this atmosphere

should have crushed me long ago…and yet…

Your breath in my gasping lungs is

the only oxygen I need to survive

in this world that’s so foreign to

this blood-washed soul…

so I plead,

not for rescue,

nor for transplant,

nor for deportation, but for

more of You within me.

melt my inward dross with Your holy flame,

and weld this identity to Your name until

I know

I am nothing without You,

and all that I need is within You.

Book Reviews, Journaling, Personal

November memories – 2023

December 4, 2023December 1, 2023by Laurel Luehmann4 Comments

Hello, friends!

There’s not much to say to introduce this post, so I’ll stop trying to make an introduction and just get started.:)

God has no problems – just plans!
corrie ten boom

Things worth remembering…

my car’s first flat tire
demolition and cleanup adventures with the parents and sisters
spending a weekend with a friend
discovering the most amusing inscription I’ve ever seen inside an old book
spending time on the road with my brothers
picking up crocheting again
drinking coffee at 11 pm for a good cause and only half regretting it
seeing Annie for the first time on stage
raking cornstalks
trying my hand at more creative photo editing
attempting to shop on Thanksgiving day and finding that it couldn’t be done
a Walmart run with cousins
turning our uncle into a meme (several memes, actually) with aforementioned cousins
feeling like a new woman after the shop crew spiffed up the tractor I use

“In dark and loneliness they are strongest; they will not openly attack a house where there are lights and many people – not until they are desperate…”
aragorn in “THe fellowship of the ring” by J.R.R. Tolkien

What I’ve been reading…

The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde – Robert Louis Stevenson

“There comes an end to all things; the most capacious measure is filled at last; and this brief condescension to evil finally destroyed the balance of my soul.”

I think I need to stop ingesting the more intellectually/morally difficult books in audiobook form because I can’t process them as thoroughly as I can when I’m actually reading. It’s definitely a dark book, but I came away from it with a good and sobering reminder of the pervasive nature of sin…moral compromise isn’t a good idea, folks!

Winnie-the-Pooh – A.A. Milne

Pooh, who now knew what an Ambush was, said that a gorse-bush had sprung at him suddenly one day when he fell off a tree, and he had taken six days to get all the prickles out of himself.

“We are not talking about gorse-bushes,” said Owl a little crossly.

“I am,” said Pooh.

Sometimes you just need an easy yet quality read that will make you laugh. This book does so nicely.

In My Father’s House: The Years Before The Hiding Place – Corrie ten Boom

Many lonesome people found a place with us, where there was music, humor, interesting conversations, and always room for one more at the oval dinner table. Oh, it’s true, the soup may have been a bit watery when too many unexpected guests came, but it didn’t really matter.

This is a reread! The manner in which this book is written is such a blessing: Corrie shares some of her family’s history, and often shares immediately afterwards about how that event or habit prepared them for the future that only God could see.

And I said, “This is my anguish; but I will remember the years of the right hand of the Most High.”
Psalm 77:10

From the journal…

Life is far too fragile and precious to be lived haphazardly.

Lord, You satisfy me. You are enough even when my flesh begs for more…in my weakness You truly are strong.

May you know that you are small and fit well in the hands of God.
sarah Sparks

And that’s a wrap! What memories/lessons are you taking away from this November?

Stay the course!

❤ Laurel

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Poetry

counting stars – a poem

November 27, 2023by Laurel Luehmann2 Comments

Hello, friends!

I wrote this poem several months ago as my brother and I were teaching through Genesis in Sunday School. The account of Abraham’s complete trust in God’s ability and commitment to keep His promises struck me so much that I wrote a poem about it.:) This one is based in Genesis 15.

my Shield and

my exceedingly great Reward…

I see no way from here to

what You have promised.

I ask for answers, and

You hold out the impossible,

asking only that

I count stars like a child…

that I wait in quiet trust,

believing the impossible as easily as

a child counting stars.

Book Reviews

7 indie books to give your friends this Christmas

November 13, 2023December 11, 2024by Laurel Luehmann1 Comment

Hello, friends!

I know…it’s only mid-November. BUT. Some of my extended family exchanges gifts on Thanksgiving weekend, and in case anyone else is out there looking for last-minute Christmas/Thanksgiving gifts for a family member (or is actually being proactive about seeking Christmas gifts a whole month ahead of time!), I thought I’d put this post out there right away.:)

Let me know at the end if you’ve already enjoyed any of these books!

Also, disclaimer…I’m a very picky reader when it comes to editing. I don’t haphazardly recommend indie books that simply have potential but are a dumpster fire when it comes to that area. If you’re concerned about that, I just wanted to throw it out there that these are books that I (or one of my little sisters:)) have thoroughly enjoyed, with zero to minimal editing road bumps.:)

Southpaw by Tabby RH

clean thriller // memorable characters // tea // banter // clean murder mystery // new adult // lovely portrayal of light vs. darkness

Oh my goodness…I had been eyeing this book ever since it came out, and it did not disappoint. My favorite aspect of this book was the characters…they were so vivid and different from one another, and yet each one was relatable in their own way. This would be a wonderful book for the friend who enjoys reading realistic contemporary fiction written with a classical influence.

By My Own Betrayal by Cydnie Trenholm

former assassin // the best banter // FBI // fast-paced adventure novel // fun family dynamics // sequel on the way (!!!)

Whenever I read the book of someone I’ve already befriended, I always go in with a certain amount of fear that I won’t love the book as much as I love the person. I was delighted that I could find no flaws in this novel! XD It made me laugh, it made me think, and it held my interest from the moment I read the epic tagline: To live is Christ. To die is much more likely. This would be a great gift for the teenage friend who wants to enjoy a fast-paced adventure without the gore.

This Life of Mine by Victoria Lynn

// non-magical fantasy // mountains // disability representation // prolife themes // the sweetest subtle romance

This is the second book in the Chronicles of Elira series, and I love it even more than the first one. The themes of healing and redemption just blessed my heart so much, and God used this book to grow my prayer life, as well. This would be a lovely gift for the friend who enjoys non-magical fantasy and a deeply emotional read.

Content warning: While it’s handled discreetly, it’s implied that one of the main characters has been a victim of SA and human trafficking, and the healing from that is a major theme in the storyline. Because of the nature of that theme, I personally don’t recommend this novel to anyone under 16.

Dawn Chandler Series by Eliza Noel

// contemporary middle-grade fiction // large family dynamics // fashion show // small town feels //

My little sisters fell in love with this series last year, and they were over the MOON when they recently got to meet the author (a friend I met on a writing retreat!). I haven’t personally read it, but I have been unofficially hired by my sister to draw fan art for the series, so…that’s got to count for something. XD This would be a perfect gift for the little ladies in your life who want contemporary fiction about girls their age!

Wildflower Pages by Brittney Litster

// Christ-centered poetry // lovely illustrations // garden/flower themes // extremely quote-worthy //

This is the first book I annotated (see pictures here), and it’s one I keep coming back to for a breath of fresh encouragement. This would be a lovely gift for someone who loves both poetry and gardening! (But, hey, this is coming from the blackest thumb alive, so I think that anyone could enjoy this collection, whether they’re botanically gifted or not.)

Cathedral by Maya Joelle

// reflective poetry // nature imagery // raw and realistic // shot with hope //

This is such a cathartic poetry collection that has been written and compiled so masterfully. (It even has a playlist and list of further reading recommendations in the back!) Cathedral would be a wonderful gift for the deep-thinking friend who’s a fan of the classics.

Clarion Hope by Laurel Luehmann

// battle imagery // freestyle poetry with a bit of a lilt // regret and brokenness // eternal hope //

Hehe…of course I couldn’t do a post on indie books without plugging my own! XD This little poetry collection would be the perfect gift for a friend who doesn’t like poetry. One of the most common pieces of feedback I receive is “I never liked poetry until I started reading yours!” So grab a copy for the friend who turns up her nose at poetry and see what she does. Worst case scenario: she despises it and gives the copy back to you! “Free” poetry!!

I hope this post was helpful (or at least enjoyable) to you! Which books do you want to add to your wish list?

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Book Reviews, Journaling, Personal

October memories – 2023

November 6, 2023November 6, 2023by Laurel Luehmann2 Comments

Hello, friends!

October was so full of life. The hard. The beautiful. The crazy. The calm.

Here’s a glimpse…

Things worth remembering…

ice cream and card games and Orion
The Turkey Discovery (if you know, you know)
managing to wrangle six heads of hair into curls or updos
a wedding!!!
being pleasantly surprised by the fact that that the “intruder” who scared me half to death was the brother I hadn’t seen in months
ax throwing for the first time (I was not as good as I thought I could be)
balloon arch adventures
introducing my sisters to Bleak House
finally going on the hike I’d wanted to do all summer
using the Passover lesson in Sunday school as an excuse to make matzah bread ❤
a photography session with sisters
getting my hair chopped

He foresaw my every fall, my every sin, my every backsliding; yet, nevertheless, fixed His heart upon me.
A.W. Pink

What I’ve been reading…

(Yes, this list is nearly identical to last month’s list. October was not my best reading month ever.)

The Fellowship of the Ring – J.R.R. Tolkien

There is a seed of courage hidden (often deeply, it is true) in the heart of the fattest and most timid hobbit, waiting for some final and desperate danger to make it grow.

Yes, I’ve been slogging through this the entire month, and I’m not even halfway through. I loved The Hobbit, and so was determined to like this one. Thankfully the story is picking up again and I’m enjoying it instead of making myself read it. XD

The Pursuit of God – A.W. Tozer

As long as you set yourself up as a little god to which you must be loyal there will be those who will delight to offer affront to your idol. How then can you hope to have inward peace?…Such a burden as this is not necessary to bear…The meek man cares not at all who is greater than he, for he has long ago decided that the esteem of the world was not worth the effort.

I’m just wrapping this one up for the second time, and it’s so very good.

Cathedral – Maya Joelle

You are worthless, and yet you deserve so much more than you are given. I tear you apart with contradiction. – from coming, written from the perspective of Death

I’m rereading this book this fall! It’s one of my favorite collections of poetry…Maya’s words strike a chord deep in the soul and hold out such solid truth. If you’re looking for a good little book of melancholy-yet-somehow-hopeful poetry for this autumn, I’d definitely recommend it. ❤

Be still, my soul; the Lord is on thy side
Bear patiently the cross of grief or pain
Leave to thy God to order and provide;
In every change He faithful will remain
Be still, my soul; thy best, thy heav’nly Friend
Through thorny ways leads to a joyful end.
Kathrina von Schlegel (translated by Jane Borthwick)

From the journal…

ISN’T HE [Christ] WORTH EVERYTHING?

The redemption and healing feels long in coming some days, but, oh, Father, You are trying our souls in Your crucible until we come forth as gold. Thank You for caring enough to make us like You, no matter how uncomfortable the flames.

How was your October? Are there any happenings/quotes/reads that stick out to you? ❤

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Music, Poetry

the dark before the dawn – a tiny collection of longing and hope

October 30, 2023by Laurel Luehmann6 Comments

Hello, friends!

Sometimes it can feel as if the darkness in the world and within our flawed natures is so weighty, and nearly too heavy to bear. The shorter days and the gloomy skies can exacerbate the soul-weariness, and so I wanted to share with you some of my favorite lyrics/poems/quotes that acknowledge the ache and frustration without glossing it over, and yet point to the light so tangibly, giving an extra dose of courage to keep on standing against the darkness! I hope they can bless you as much as they’ve encouraged me. ❤

I’ve been waiting for the sun
to come blazing up out of the night like a bullet from a gun
till every shadow is scattered, every dragon’s on the run
oh, I believe, I believe that the light is gonna come…
from “The dark before the dawn” by Andrew peterson

send out the light

please

let it pierce this

darkness shrouding my soul

don’t let me sit here

all alone

memories haunting me

“could have been”s taunting me

pulling me

deeper and

deeper into

the darkest parts of myself

send out the light

please

don’t leave me here

all alone

– poem xix from my poetry collection, This Will Not Last

…you are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, His own special people, that you may proclaim the praises of Him who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light; who once were not a people but are now the people of God, who had not obtained mercy but now have obtained mercy.
1 peter 2:9-10

and she knew that this pain –

so deep,

so ravaging,

so unpredictable in its

brutal attacks,

would not last forever.

that its strength would only

strengthen her

if only she would let Him

carry her through

those hardest nights…

…and she knew that He would.

poem xxi from my poetry collection This Will Not Last

may you find Hope somewhere unexpected;
may the Thing you’re dreading fade like mist & leave something Beautiful in its place;
may your heart beat again;
may you get warm in places that have been cold for far too long;
may you shift your eyes from the perils before you & remember all the fair things you’ve
seen,
heard,
tasted,
touched,
& made;

may Christ reach into the dusty corners of your soul,
clear out the cobwebs,
blow out the fog,
open the shutters,
& let in His healing light.
Tabby RH

with You, I can see beyond this desert –

on Your shoulders,

I see hope dancing on the horizon,

the truth that

there is more than this suffering…

and this pain will turn to gold

in the furnaces of time.

“furnaces” from my poetry collection Clarion Hope

Do you have any favorite songs/poems/Scriptures/quotes you turn to when you need an extra dose of courage? I’d love to hear about them in the comments!

Stay the course!

❤ Laurel

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